The Kiss ‘n ride loop of
Finch station was a designated area for parents to surrender their children to
the forces of adolescence. Parents purchased iPhones and Blackberries in preparation
for this moment. It was an attempt to electronically
revive the umbilical cord, mistakenly discarded at birth instead of preserved
for leashing preteen delusions of independence. Their reminders to “be careful” and to “remember
that some people are bad” had no sobering effect, and parents knew this but
drove them to the subway station anyway. Convincing themselves that it was
possible to experience the world without eroding innocence, they kissed their
kids good–bye.
Tweens often had only twenty
dollar bills secured from suburban chores. A tween boy heads for the escalators,
eager to meet a classmate and steal a first kiss.
Past the red and yellow hot
dog stand, a Polish woman sells street meat while a homeless man becomes
nothing but slaughtered meat on the street. He is weathered by taunts of
rambunctious high school boys from downtown private schools. He has learned to
instinctively filter out the speech of obnoxious pseudo urbanites who proclaim
they know the streets of downtown Toronto. No one knows the streets until they
have begged on them. He chuckles, feeling content that everyday will be like
every other; conversations about God with a local Korean International student,
chats with a boy about fasting during religious holidays. “I’ll pray
for you” they all say. He felt kind of special being the main character of so
many prayers by all the world’s religions. He thought that if there was a God
out there, maybe they had reached him by now.
But like everyone else, from the religiously atheist to the apathetically
agnostic, they spent no more than two minutes performing the same ritual. Quantify the amount of good karma that needed
to be accumulated, toss that amount into a coffee cup, and scurry off into the
moving mass of people ready to escape the hazy summer slumber of suburbia.
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